an introvert with an undertone of extrovertism

Sardar Udham: Amazon Prime  Ram Mohammad Singh Azad: Udham Singh was not just a man or a name it was an ideology. We have seen numerous biopics in the recent past, some had outpouring drama while others had extreme patriotic melodrama. Amidst a range of unwanted and unasked biopics, Sardar Udham stands strong. This movie will remain one of its kind in terms of storytelling the way ‘The Legend of Bhagat Singh’ did. The movie started hitting fans after the release of the very first poster but somehow the critiques were ready to see the ready-made formula of a typical Bollywood patriotic film! Little did we know that this piece of art will drive people crazy with its breathtaking performances and exceptional writing and direction. The thing which distinguishes this creation from others in the lane is its truthfulness which remained intact throughout the movie. Every action and scene seems so real that you will feel you are living it.  The representation of the ‘Jaliah Wala Bagh’ ...

The T20I series between India and England is all about the debutants and the confidence they bring on to their performances, Ishan Kishan performed the same day he was handed cap but for Surayakumar Yadav it was again a bit late like everything in his life, but when he got to play he made sure it just about him and his good shots no matter whose the bowler, which side it is, and he played likewise only. Though soft signal tried turning into black clouds over Surya's shine but unfortunately it failed, as Pant and Shreyas got in along with Hardik and India attained a decent defending total, backed by Shardul- Bhuvi- Hardik Trio who made it impossible, for the guests to think about taking away the trophy so easily. Surya Kumar Yadav and his performance in yesterday's match have left spectators in an Ultimate joy, though he has seen performing this way in IPL's for Mumbai but performing for the country is altogether a different thing, and that was clearly visible in his perform...

From getting employed everywhere, to equal pays.. to equal respect and finally to equal importance we lack equality everywhere..!! Dear womans, after age long protest and might we are still lacking in this masculine world, where it is quite ok for you to work..either for being called updated or to add on to their materialistic property or the bank balance. It's still not about your thoughts, your opinions and your will.. for them you are still their puppets so what, if you are filling up the decision making clans ( ofcourse by impressing your boss, not because you deserve it..!) They'll manage to fit you into their frame of dumbness and jokes.. your opinions are a matter of laughter for them not something to get concerned about, either they are busy finding loopholes to what you say or busy proving you dumb..!! We lack administrative equality, we are still below that overpowering masculinity... somewhere in our kitchens because that needs to be done only by us.. no ...

याद है बचपन का वो डाकिया, और डाकिए से आती दादाजी के चेहरे की मुस्कान.. क्यूंकि दूर गांव से किसी की चिट्ठी आया करती थी तब उस छुट्टी को दो बार चार बार पढ़ कर उसके भाव महसूस किए जाते थे, हमें हमारी बारी का इंतजार होता के अब सबने पढ़ ली अब हमारा नंबर आएगा समझ आए या नहीं पढ़कर खुशी बहुत होती थी, अब ऐसी कोई भी मशक्कत नहीं करनी पड़ती सबकी चिट्ठियां अपने अपने फोन पर आ जाती हैं उन्हें पढ़ो या ना पढ़ो अगला व्यक्ति खुश ही होता है के एक काम ख़तम हुआ, ये वाकया मैं इसलिए सुना रही हूं क्युकी वो चिट्ठी मेहेज हार्ड कॉपी बन कर रह गई है.. !!  चिट्ठी से याद आते हैं "ग्रीटिंग कार्ड", रंग बिरंगे खूबसूरत.. भावनाओं से लबरेज़..नया साल हो, सालगिरह हो या किसी अपने का जन्मदिन ग्रीटिंग कार्ड के बिना सब अधूरा होता था और अधूरे होते थे वो ग्रीटिंग कार्ड बिना शायरी के.. उन शायारियों के भी अपने किस्से हैं.. मेरे है आपके भी ज़रूर होंगे,  खैर अब शुभकामनाएं एक काम की तरह हो गई हैं, " नव वर्ष मंगमय हो", ये वाक्य ' साथी हांथ बढ़ाना ' की तरह नजर आता है ना जाने लोगों को इसे पढ़ने की फुर्सत मिली भी ...

ARE PROMISES KEPT..? This year's women's day theme was: "I am generation equality, realising women's rights", let's see  what we have realised and how protective we are; Before Nirbhaya case " Rape" used to be that heinous crime which will crush your soul and will leave you in a shock and dilema but now its not, A thing said repeatedly deduces its seriousness, so is the case..!! Our so called moral values made an animal our mother, but women's.. they have been and will always be just a showpiece , who fulfils a man's greed don't have any options though, completes everything although remains incomplete herself, It's 2020 and can't believe still writing this, that the number of women's in workforce is reducing every year, Our sister's and daughters are still taught what to wear to shut you up quoting Manohar lal khattar " if a girl is dressed decently, a boy will not look at her in a wrong way.. if yo...

हम हमेशा अल्पसंख्यकों के हितों और उनकी परेशानियों पर विचार करते हैं, हमारी धर्मनिरपेक्षता हमे हर बार ये करने पर मजबुर करती है, और शायद इसलिए ही भारत भारत है,  पर ऐसी धर्मनिरपेक्षता भी भला किस काम की जहां, बहुसंख्यक ही अपना अस्तित्व टटोलते हों, राष्ट्रीय स्वयं सेवक संघ की स्थापना ही इस उद्देश्य से हुई थी, की देश में विदेशी ताकतों का दबदबा इसलिए है क्युकी इस देश के हिन्दू एकजुट नहीं है.. सावरकर और हेडगेवार की मुलाकात के बाद संघ की स्थापना इस बात की पुष्टि करती है, के इसका उद्देश्य हिन्दू एकजूटता ही था, और शायद आज भी है। संघ के साथ जो बात हमेशा से जुड़ी रही वो है विवाद, जब समाज के एक तबके या विचारधारा और उससे जुड़े लोगों की तकलीफों के बारे में इतना खुलकर विरोध या समर्थन किया जाए तो ये वाजिब भी है, खासतौर पर भारत जैसे देश में, पर जब यही काम अल्पसंखयक करें तो वो उनका अधिकार हो जाता है..!!  संघ को अपने इस रवैए के कारण समय समय पर प्रतिबंधों का सामना करना पड़ा है, फिर वो चाहे गांधी जी की हत्या हो, या विभाजन के हिन्दू मुस्लिम दंगे, इमरजेंसी और फिर बाबरी मस्जिद ढांचा, सावरकर...

I would like to draw your attention over the data below, I usually take you people away from these data either by rounding them off or keeping them in multiple of 100 to make simpler,  But, today I want to start my writeup with data, because these figures aren't just data, they're the people like you and me who, lost their lives unnecessarily, that too from a Single state: Assam, 2012 : 124 2015 : 42 2016 : 28 2017 : 85 2018 : 12 2019 : 130 2020 : 200 and still counting...!! And it's not like whole nation is drowned by the flood, then too every year this much people loose their life,  As if it's a   post-monsoon  mandatory ritual in which few of the states will get submerged into water. Around 1 million people are directly affected by this flood alone in Bihar, our so called flood state, all credits to KOSI..!! And if we turn to Assam it's more severe with around 2.4 million people affected..!! Uttar pradesh, madhya pradesh, Kerala, gujarat are waiti...

Fast moving digitized world wants everything to be done within the blink of an eye.. !! Well well.. The topic I'm upto today, was this fast since it's very being, everything was slow but this particular ritual was done in fast forward mode, as for now we are more mordernised, more globalised and bla bla.. !! Then too, when it comes to a girl and her marriage 😂 we are all the same old school people,  You turn 28 and you're worth nothing to the society, you're characterless firstly, you don't care about your parents happiness that means you're irresponsible, a slut in genuine.. and what not..! Everyone will have a story ready to explain about your life, then you yourself. How interesting it is.. Isn't it..? I guess girls are born to be married, as there's no way a life possible for her without being married to someone, as if a tag is essential for living firstly it's your father's and then the so called soulmate's, who is found col...

There are few so called intellectual people who boast that this is much a flop move, India gave up against China and much more so I will request you guys to don't  get trapped into this melodrama of the so called influencer's, saying nothing can be achieved from this boycott..!! Surely this ban has taken away livelihood from many, but it's more a war like situation where we shouldn't be bothering giving away anything for the security of this nation, and it's not like we don't have other alternatives right then why we are busy sharing our data with China..? One of my friend who's a frequent tiktoker shared a clip from tiktok today saying it's on again..!! And I was like this country need not to be protected, why don't we take anything serious..?? Posting a RIP update with a candle isn't sufficient guys grow up..!!  They're dying to protect you..!! And we are not able to give away a single application..!! I mean wao.. hilarious..!! ...

" Dream" much fantasized word on its own, kind of another world where everything is so beautiful, embraced and so much according to you..!! Right..? Well, dreams can do two things to you; Either will not let you sleep until accomplished. Or can make you fall asleep, thinking of it..!! Wiser is the one who followed first one, well i should better let get off this motivation and take you to the real world where its all about hurting the dreams..! This pandemic has changed our take on life in many ways but if we talk about what we have lost the most then it's surely going to be dreams..  as dreams require,T ime.. 'right time..' And this LOCKDOWN has given us plenty of it, but with much limited resources, much limited or the least opportunities, where whole world is struggling from their collapsing economy, joblessness, shutdown and it's aftermath it's difficult for the one who's dream was to get a job by 2020, get their degree by this year, or...

Hello readers..!! This reviewing thing suited my taste buds I guess.. not getting out of it so, kindly adjust 😅 by scrolling down..😂 Well you can go through this as well.. so today's review CHAMAN BAHAAR..!! as the name suggests, and the trailer too..! this is a tacky story of a typical paan wala, but before saying anything about the story just wanted to applaud for our Jeetu Bhaiya.. from shubh mangal zyada savdhan.. to panchayat he is setting his foot deeper in our hearts, the most talked about person these days..!!  Splendid performance.. i mean at points story will not grab you tight but the performances will surely do,  a typical small town love story (one sided though) but not that gaudy to reach Kabir singh..kind of realistic, Something which is so common so relatable at least to the ones who are small towners,  writer played sharply by presenting a topic like teasing but in other ways, it shows love and revenge, and the revenge will make you remember that "BEWAF...

Amidst lockdown, with  plenty of data, not a single outing.. leads me to another mind-blowing web series, before watching it you should watch it's trailer and I'm sure after it you will not be able to control yourself from watching it,  It's an innovative story in the series of cross border love stories.. but this one Turns a bit cute... And lovely beacause of the soothing beauty of Kashmir..!! Well, if you have watched "sarbjit" you can imagine how horrendous it could be to even mistakenly cross the border, same is the case here.. but this time a pakistani girl does so.. that too unknowingly, her hardships because of the irresponsible system and the husky administration.. turn a 15 months punishment to bloody 7 year's..!! As this is INDIA she finds a man who out of his curiosity reaches her and with sequence of events promises to rescue her from all the Misery's,  the story revolves around this... Many a times it seems she just made it to her nation, but ...

I have not done this before but today I wanted to.. this "reviewing" thing never suited me.. but I want to write this one.. in case of PATAL LOK..  yes the recent crime thriller, the moment it begins it seems it's another so called Delhi cop and crook mystery.  But as soon as it evolves bit by bit.. fold by fold it start turning unpredictable, with all that saga of having those chunk of people as lead whom we admire, to same Delhi- UP language, and that crime owned darkness.. with so much of bloodshed, patal-lok is like any other crime investigation series, showing how helpless the system and the cops are.. but the moment it presents you the truth, it somewhere gets stuck into your mind.. you just can't deny it.. that how better the system works as a machinery for the ones who sell this terror or crime, just to protect few of those Biggie's..!! We're living in that PATAL LOK..!! Serving and dancing according to the ones living in so called SWARG LOK..!! If som...

एक थप्पड़ और उससे पैदा हुई झुंझलाहट के मायने क्या होते हैं शायद मैंने इसके बारे में कभी सोचा ही नहीं ना महसूस करने की कोशिश ही की, ऐसा नहीं था के अपने आस पास इस हथियार का इस्तेमाल होते नहीं देखा था, फिर भी यही लगता था..की किसी भी शादी में ये एक बहुत ही मामूली सी बात है, जो कि होता रहता है।  हमारे मां बाप इस बात को समझते हैं, या हमें बोझ नहीं मानते तो शायद हमें ये सब नहीं सहना पड़ेगा पर हां.. इतना ज़रूर है के शादी के बाद आपकी इज्ज़त आपके पती की इज्ज़त से कुछ कम ज़रूर होगी इसलिए नहीं के वो आपसे ज़्यादा पैसे कमाता है, बस इसलिए के वो पति है, वो कुछ भी कह या कर सकता है, थप्पड़ जैसी फिल्में हमें इस बात का एहसास करवाती हैं कि ये एक औरत का ही बस काम नहीं है जिसे रिश्ता संभालना आना चाहिए.. अगला व्यक्ति जिसे सारी चीजें हथेली पर मिल रही हैं उसके जिम्मे भी कुछ काम है.. ये फिल्म आपको अंदर से झंझोड़ देगी खास तौर पर तब जब आपने कभी ना कभी किसी औरत के साथ बदतमीजी की होगी, भले ही वो एक गुस्से भरी धुक्कार ही क्यूं ना हो.. आपको एहसास दिलाएगी ये फिल्म के आप कितने गलत हैं, और अगला कितना सहनशील जो चीज़ों...

बदलो तो जानें..!! ये कोरोना और उसके लफड़े, ढलती हुई बारिश की तरह हैं.. शुरुआत में ज़्यादा और आखिर में गायब.. !! सो भईया ये भारत है, यहां इतने दिन तो हम कैंसर को भी नहीं भजते जितना इस कोरोना को सह लिया.. हमारी तो आदत में शुमार है, दाएं लिखा है तो बाएं मुड़ने की.. धीमे लिखा हो तो तेज़ चलने की तो भला ये घर में रहना, मस्क पहनना जैसी चीजे हम क्यों सीधे सीधे मानें..? आपके लिए होगा मास्क बीमारी से बचने का उपाय अजि हमारे लिए तो स्टेटस सिंबल है..!! और नहीं तो क्या बाहर निकलो नहीं के सबके पास मास्क.. ऐसा लगता है मैं क्यों पीछे रहूं मैं भी लगाऊंगा फ़ैशन के अनुरूप.. मम्मी बेवजह चिल्लाती हैं.. मुझे भी  गले पे ही बांधना है..! क्यों आपको नहीं पता..?? हमारे यहां मास्क गले पर बांधने का रिवाज़ है.. और अब तो हमने कोरोना को मां भी मान लिया है.. तो इस बार लाल हरी चूड़ियां नहीं, सिंदूर नहीं, गोबर नहीं, नीम भी नहीं.. मां प्रसन्न होने वाली है गले पे टंगे हुए मास्क से.. वो अब आपकी श्रृद्धा है के आप बाजार वाला ढोंगी एन 95 मास्क लगाते हैं या फिर घर पर चादर फाड़ के बना शुद्ध लाल मास्क... जैसी भक्ति होगी वैसी ...

From the 50's onwards the intention of china was quit clear occupying and increasing boundries, may it be intruding aksai chin or the demonstrations of being ultimate power in Tibet, they have a strategy of getting into the borders in the wake of doing business and subsequently burdening the other country with their debts resulting in their political interventions. But this time unlike the 60's where aksai chin was given away calling "not a single blade of grass grows here", to calling aksai chin a part of ladakh while revoking article 370 in parliament, diplomacy works diffrent at times differently, China is doing everything out of its irritation, may it be the Indo-US beaming relations, Modi being on a show called "Howdy Modi" to the same in India under "Namaste Trump", even after the revocation of article 370 no one pointed finger on India calling it an internal matter, and that is the reason why China support Pakistan all the way because there ...

Let's understand petrochemical first, they are the end or the furnished products obtained from the petroleum or in actual the crude obtained from within the earth, basically categorised as olefins and aromatics, simply natural gas and fossil fuel, It's a well known fact that with the recent introduction of lockdown 3.0 the vulnerability of market is breaking all previous records so is the case of the oil plants, or broadly petrochemical plants..  With the unexpected cut-off in the consumption rates leading to the increase in production rate is seriously posing a bigger threat to the biggest industrial sector, as there is surplus in production and reduction in consumption we are out of our storing capacities and as a result leading to the least ever petroleum prices which is somewhat acceptable, because that's not a big issue in that, the lower rates of crude gives opportunity to the refiners to buy it cheeper as a result will sell them cheaper after processing t...

मन तो वर्षों पहले बना लिया था, पर आज दिमाग़ में ये खयाल एक उपाय के रूप में आया है.. उपाय उस समस्या का जिससे मैं ,मुझसे जुड़े लोग कहीं ना कहीं हर समय जूझ रहे  हैं, "रोज़गार" जी हां.. एंटरप्रिन्योर बनना आज के ट्रेंडिंग कल्चर से खासा मेल खाता नज़र आता है, और इंजिनियर तो हूं ही तो बस अपना स्टार्टअप शुरू करना तो जैसे रगों में दौड़ता  ही  रहता है, पर इस आईडिया को मैं स्टार्टअप नहीं बल्कि परंपरा कहूंगी, जी हां मेरे दिमाग में ये खुराफात चल रही है के मैं एक बाबा बनाने का कोर्स शुरू करूं ट्रेनिंग दूं अपने दोस्तों के सााथ मिलकर, योग्य लोगों को खासतौर पर लड़कियों को, क्यूंकि जैसे बेटियां हर दिशा में अपना नाम रौशन कर रही हैं कभी कभी चिंता होती है, के बाबा वाले प्रोफेशन में इनकी गिनती कहीं कम ना रह जाए, यहां उनके हिस्सेदारी बराबर रखने कोई आरक्षण भी नहीं है..!! बाबा होना वैसे तो कोई आसान काम नहीं है, हर स्ट्रीम की तरह पहले जूझना यहां भी पड़ेगा, ऐसा नहीं होगा के बच्चे यहां से ट्रेनिंग लेकर निकले और नोट छापने लगे, पर हां नौकरी मिल जाएगी इसकी पूरी गारंटी ली जा सकती  हैं, क्यूंकि तथाकथ...

I have started writing this article with imagining or having two equally opposite images in my mind and we as women's somewhere co-relate with both of these images, the one of that bold Avani chaturvedi flying the fighter jet, or more recent the permanent commissioning of womens in armed forces and the other one being the remarks of few of the intellectuals whom i would rather call psudo intellectuals, number one being the RSS chief, saying "there are raising number of divorces now because with education and affluence comes arrogance, as a result families fall apart" and the other one being that remark by the so called Saint on menstruations.."saying if women's will cook food for their male counterparts while menstruating they'll become bitches", the moment I heard this statement my reaction was - well we already are...!! Ok so I'll be complaining more then appreciating in this segment, because there are few stereotypes people have made u...